Jan 31, 2013

Africa Rising


There is a deep love for Africa in the soul.
Potholes, dusty pavements, rich soils.
The sun comes down happy and joyous on this beautiful continent.
I can try and explain the passion for this dear land,
But mostly I just feel her...in my gut.
In  the forever giving hand.
The aroma of diverse foods and warm blood,
Sometimes shed in the wars that constantly plague her.

The love for Africa is a tumultuous affair.
I get angry, sad, happy, goose-bumpy.
When the east and west gang up and try to crash her resilient spirit.
When an orator stands on a podium and unites the people.
From Timbuktu to the south; economic, domestic, cultural wars prevails.
But the conversation is as vibrant as the emotions and this too never stops.
Issues of race, rape, politics and  homosexuality.
Growth, economics, patriarchy, tradition, culture, Love, marriage, polygamy, agriculture, pollution, global warming....and religion.
Some  desperately cling to the old because the new is frightening.

Africa rising


But there is also a new generation.
A young population.
Finding themselves and what it means to be part of this diverse and misunderstood continent.
Finding pride for this land when the BBC and  CNN paint a grim picture.
Writing lengthy love letters to the motherland.
Documenting the images, words, colour.
Trying to capture her essence and mystery.
Creating a new identity.

© Jen

Dec 5, 2011

shapes for my toni

Heart shapes, an opening in a leafy foliage, the sun streaming through, just for her to be bathed in the glory of my affection.

Heart shapes, a delightfully, dangerously, mouthwatering dark lava chocolate, my heart the moist soft center, her hands the protective outer beauty that opens it up.

Square shapes of puzzles, pieces she unfolds in me, gently probing me open to myself, to her - she completes me.

Triangular prisms of kaleidoscopic light, rainbows of hope, promises of bright clear blue skies.

Circular shapes of clitoral stimulation taking us to dizzying heights.

Torn out pictures of silly shapes on empty sugar sachets sent on social networks to solicite a smile.

Oval shapes of water droplets that come down to playful squeals of laughter.

Disabled shapes of tree trunks, sturdy yet beautifully different as is this love of a woman for another.


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Nov 8, 2011

is vs was

And yet it seems only your face is still clear.
When my mind's eye dares travel far beyond what's here.
Indefinable,dark silhoeuttes still walk the same path.
Others seem obliterated,diffused in mazes along which i donot venture.

My narcissism is boundless,i conclude.
Or can't this prelude unblind me to the emptiness promised?
Armour it must be,for it is what is said to have no eyes.
And behold, my sight momentarily dies.

Would i to see this in hind,
Insanity i would of myself diagnose.
I could feel my way to freedom,
But reason does not impose.
How reasonable could romeo,juliet,anthony have been.
Fortunate for me,
Breath in these lungs still resides.

Beguiled by your once smile that has not played in long.
It is to that like a drowning woman i now clutch oblong.
That light that danced in your eyes now gone.
I seek to see it glow,the full moon again outshone.

Can i like a night thief steal just moments and make away?
As of meteorites let dive into the immense,this?
Let it all fade away?.

she's just a girl

What a cliche it all is.
That while you stood there,i stared.
That when you smiled,i crushed.
That when you laughed, it was like a tinkling of beautiful gems.

What a cliche i am.
That i couldnot resist.
That i couldn't not stare.
That i couldn't not catch my breath everytime you looked my way.

And now,there's two roads,two paths to choose.
Does the bad girl ever win.
Does she simply stand in the shadows.
Does she stammer out words and watch them escape,unheard.
Or write another crappy poem about the one that got away?

And if she said all she felt.
Could she possibly make you melt.
Take a stand and take a chance.
Take her words and make them count.
Let her sweep those feet she adores off the ground she stands firm.

And if her words she did keep.
To herself and not a sound breath.
Would you then read them in her eyes.
For it's no secret when she looks at you.
It's not hard to discern when she smiles at you.
It can't be wisdom to realise all she feels for you.

And if this knowledge is so evident.
Yet your lips remain sealed.
your thoughts forever a mystery.
Is the conclusion not yet another cliche?

the tin woman has a heart

To all the faces i brace,
Against...smile an armour,
I use...like a talisman.
It is easier to speak of the height of the sun,
Than delve into the tin to find soft tissue.
It is lighter to talk of the dust that impersonates sand,
Than acknowledge that it is with in and it's purpose serves.

Watching the two,mesmerised by the three,
How to not wish it was my hand not free.
Chasing...cents and pennies,
thinking,they could replace cells and arteries.
They could stand for veins and roses.
They could smile as one who feels amour.

The tin woman has a heart,
She is percieved not to hurt,
She waits in longing,for one that will look within the rust and take her apart.
Melt her,speak with words that can't,
In the space of a second become the dust that impersonates the sand.
The whistle that is like a mirage.

for you

Your smile forever changing,
Now hemming in on my poor heart and taking it places.
Then reeling me into your eyes, constantly searching.
With glee, it glows, windows light, the soul shines.
Pines at mine, that often gives you joy.
When shy, my face lights at how adorable yours turns and my breath catches.
With tenderness, it softens, momentarily frozen into a piece of art, angelic in tone.

Your smile forever taking,
Me on journeys only my soul and mind can describe,
Leaving my heart in heights unimaginable,
From whence I then fall deeper into the flourishing abyss of yours.
Walking trails that are new yet as old as time but innocent with youth only growth can bestow.
Knowing that as one learns, only the knowledge that they are unknowledgable is paramount.
Our lessons are cut out for us, to discard the past, live in the present and await the future.
A new sun brings into consciousness the beauty of life refreshed.

Your smile is forever changing,
I love you,
I say, the gentleness in your eyes none that was clear before.
I love you,
I say,easing the shadows that steal presence in corners when only keypads on mobile gadgets keep me closer to you.
I love you,
I smile and kiss your nose when the distance is eased and shadows erased.
I love you,
I then set out to demonstrate in detail but get entranced by the wonder that you are and lose my way.
And leave room for one more,
I love you.

Aug 1, 2010

let me

Let me tell you a secret.
Let me whisper into your ear a sweetness.
I want to watch your eyes crinkle up so when you hear it,
I want the corners of your mouth to turn up with a smile.
I want to see your pupils dilate with mirth for a little while.
While my lips work fervently into your ear,
Spurting lovely things for you to hear,
Here and there, my lips shall then nibble so,
Tongue flicking over your skin lightly before,
In tow, teeth lightly grease your nape with a hickey,
Uh-huh, don’t peeky, keep your eyes closed that way,
Nay, I will be very gentle I promise.
Breath,
Breathe from you coming out faster as your hands around mine cluster,
Flustered, you now on the pillow lay,
Gay,Your smile a sweetness for me to behold and you I hold.
I can tell you liked it, I know that look.
nook your head into my neck and let the secret engulf us.
The only residue of the passion gone- the rise and fall of your chest